lose

im tired of everything.
tell me what i should do?
since everything is so difficult.
and now im all alone.
without you.
where else can i go?

I apologize if my last post
Has offended anyone in anyway.
Besides, its my blog and my life.
I have every rights to express my feelings.



Its been disappointing.
At least one of them still
bothers to listen and care.



Right now, i have nothing to say.
Walked away and given up.
Im just going to hand everything over.
I have no rights to be questioning authority.
I can only give you guys the support you need now.
I wont say anything no more.
Peace.

Where are we heading to?

Finally after much adjustments,
Im able to like reopen my new blog.
Just wanted to scrap the old blog,
Just bored of it yeah.



Anyway many things have been going through my mind.
Most of the things are about church anyway.
I feel really confused and frustrated at times.
Whats the point of Romans 1:1.
Its alright for a guest speaker to come
And tell us we must submit to authority.
Coming from a leader itself, goes like this.
" Submit to me because God says so. "
Pardon me for thinking this way.
There is alot of confusion.
And i see no point in speaking up.
Because i know i will only be arrowed at.
Please take a session, to explain to everybody
Just what the leadership is trying to do?
Is there still fasting from music?
Or is there isnt?
You can just see the spirits of the people.
They are just walking zombies.
This is a church, a family.
Not a place to keep secrets or things away from each other.
We are suppose to love and care for one another.
Where do we learn all this from?
Obviously from the leaders.
But all i can say is,
A hand full?
Arty-Ficial-Love.
Got the point?



Just Yesterday,
Saturday.
I came home.
Just went online bible to check up some verses.
And then i came across this chapter.
Coincidentally.


Jeremiah 23:1-4


take it, or leave it.



One more thing,
Stop coming up with your own theories.